so tired.. came back from syc. feeling super tired. tat's wat happen when u slp at 3+ n wake up at 7. wat was i doing? well, think the ans is obvious. but i had decided that is not the way to waste my life away, just cos i have a tough road again and that now is the hols. but, i shd really use this time to read up more books and know more abt wat i practising.
anyway, went to ica early in the morning to help out as young lion in traffic control.. 1st time doing, haha i was just to quiet n shy to greet the members, but i gadually pick up some self-confidence to do so. yeah, it's really a gd platform to learn n grow. after my duty, went to syc for the skit rehearsal. sadly today's turnout isn't that gd., think alot of ppl is not free, but still we managed to rehearse it once and some scenes are really super darn funny.
but sadly, once again i know i can't get my frends to go. ask the 1st one, he say the rest go he go. ask the 2nd one, he say 1st one cannot talk, so need another person go. ask the 3rd one, agree at 1st but know where is it, say its too far so he DEFINITELY wun go. ask the 4th one, ask a dozen questions; in the end, say no. cos he dun go, nobody go. ask the 5th, he say he got sth on, the only valid reason. nv bother to ask the 6th one, cos he cfm interested more in his games. too bad the last one is not ard, else i sure he will lend his support, though he stayed far away.
Sad to say, even a fren whom i nv met b4, ask me abt the performance n the skit and even volunteered to help out but cos she going overseas during that period so bo bian. sometimes, though on the surface we are close frends, but i think its build more on games than anything else. i believe i can share my problems better with ppl i just know recently, than ...... i got frends who are more concerned with me at times, than ppl who ask me to go out, to play games. frends are much more than just that.
